And i really miss you. I wish you were here so i could jump into your arms and then hear you say that it's okay and that you're here now and that we can go back to the good old days when it was okay for me to casually jump into your arms or hold onto your hand and when you wouldn't look at me weird when i said something that i truly meant or when you told me how much i meant to you over and over again because i said that it takes something to be repeated 40 times in order for it to be remembered and then you repeated it to me 100 times and when you didn't let go of my hand simply because and when i was on the phone with you yet little did you know that i was bawling my eyes out because i was watching 'One Litre of Tears' and those times when i had to pretend to be one of your mates cause you weren't suppose to be on the phone that early in the morning and how i remember that new year's eve and the fact that i gave up my much loved sleep to talk to you whilst i was sitting on the steps and now i realise how long ago all this was. But, it's all in the past now yet it was a time that i will never forget, even if you do. I always have and i always will hold you true in my heart :)