Dearest Blog,

So like, before i started doing my work, i was watching The Hills (Don't judge me for this :3 ) and it was an episode about Lauren and Heidi trying to make up cause like they were the bestest of friends, but now that Heidi is engaged to Spencer everything kind of fell apart. And also cause like there were rumors going around about Lauren making a porno with Jason(her ex) and Lauren blamed Spencer for it .. ladida

And then, it made me kind of sad you know :( Me being the Jen that i am, everything makes me think and wonder. Sometimes, even when you have the worlds best relationship with someone, and they're like your bestest friend in the world, i mean like BFFL, when a boyfriend/girlfriend comes into the picture, everything falls apart. And this is true.

Trust me, i know.

At times, when you're at your lowest, it's nice to know that there's someone who you can go to. Like they say, it's not easy to find a best friend. You can't exactly walk into a shop and just buy one. I mean, you have your acquaintances, then you have those who are a bit more than acquaintances, then you have your friends, and then you have people in your group, and then in that group you usually have those few people who you can really call your friends, and then sometimes, you even get those best friends - once in a while.

But, what happens when you lose that best friend? Especially when someone else comes into the picture. I mean, they'll always be like " HEY! You're my best friend, no one can ever come between us " OH FUCKING BULLSHIT. I hate hearing that madness. And then when they don't realise that they totally forgot you exist, well, that's when it really sucks.

So, sometimes, friends mean nothing to you and you just want to be on your own (been there, done that) , but then, sometimes you need friends. So to all my acquaintances&friends&best friends and the whole SHABAM, thank you :)

Yeah, you probably think that i'm really lame for ranting on about how important friendship is, and that i most likely sound like a 12 year old. But yeah, that episode of The Hills made me think :)

And, to all those best friends that i've lost over the years. I hope that all those relationships we worth it.

Love always,

Jen.

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