Today, i sat back and looked at the world. Have you ever noticed how sometimes the smallest thing can have the biggest impact? Lets say, you make a crack in your window. There are cracks all over the window, and now you have to replace it. Maybe at first, you only wanted to make that one tiny crack, that one tiny dot. But now, you've made the entire window shatter. Even so, the window still stays intact. Why is it that even now that the window has been cracked, it still stays together? But thats not necessarily true. You turn around and look at another window which has also been cracked. This window started out the same as the first one, it too has that tiny crack in it, however, this entire window has fallen apart. Every little piece of glass has shattered and nothing is left. Why is it that sometimes, things stay together even when they're not meant too? Yet, sometimes things fall apart when they're suppose to stay together. My biggest question in life is .. why?

Next time you're sitting on the train on your way home, restrain yourself from turning that Ipod on, just sit there and look. Like the saying goes, sometimes you look but don't see. I challenge you to see this time. Look around you, look at what people are doing, look at how everything is. Maybe this time, you'll see what things are really like. You'll see why things are the way they are. You'll finally see what you've been looking for.

People say that life is hard, but why? Isn't it our fault that life is so hard? Is it not purely our fault that sometimes things suck dick? Is it not always our fault?

Do you ever get the feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? You don't want to smile and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don't know exactly what's wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't really understand. If you could want anything in the world, it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being alone never was. At least when you're alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who won't take "I don't know" for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will soon pass and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait. maybe youre the answer to this. yes you, the one im pointing at.

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