ohboy. this is going to be interesting :)

1. Never bludge in maths; OMG, i regret all those times this year when i just bludged my ass off in maths, especially in 3U class. And now, i can see all that homework piling up and i'm like, ohgod. If only i didnt sleep through that last class. If only. That tiny word IF, with that massive meaning attached to it.

2. Picked Business Studies; one of my biggest regrets in regards to school, to this day. It's not that i like totally and utterly hate it or anything, i've just totally lose interest in it now. Like, i don't really mind going to class, but i'll sit there and be like, OMG i am so not bothered this lesson, every lesson :( Should've picked ancient or CAFS instead :( OHwells, whats happened has happened.

3. Leave assignments to the last minute, or the last two minutes; worst thing to do, ever. Man, this sucks dick. Like, every single time i get an assignment or assesment task, i would be like OKAY I HAVE TO START THIS EARLY. Weeks pass, and then it's down to the last few days. And then the stress hits in. MAN, i swear, next assignment, i am going to do it early! I SWEAR.

4. Spend so much money on accessories; this is yet another one of my weaknesses. Rings and earrings and pretty bangles and necklaces and omg all that stuff. Man Diva is likeee one of those stores that i spend fifty million years in. It is really really really bad! Like last time i went shopping with the girls, Sandy had to physically stop me from buying anything else. Man, and my obsession with ribbons doesn't make it any easier.

5. Imagine so much; well i tend to get these mad ass ideas going inside my head. And inside this head of mine, it seriously works! Like everything works out the way i want it, conversations carry out the way i wish, but then when reality hits and nothing works out how i want, man do i burn. Yeah, my imagination runs wild too much :D

6. Let people hurt me; may sound strange, but i take a lot of things to the heart. Yes sometimes i read wayyyy too much into things and its my fault. But other times i just put myself out there and then get shattered . Sucks dick hey, to all those who know what i'm talking about. Yeah well there are a few situations that i can recall, but lets not go there :D

Yeah i don't really regret much of what i do, so like that was really hard! It's hard to have to think about yourself. And right now i am so god damn tired. Like i have no food in me, no energy and i am so tempted to go to sleep. But i can hear maths calling my name and i really need to get up and wash my pocketknife, its bloody covered in green paint. ARGH. And i can smell the food my mum is cooking and it smells so good ! MAN, another 16 hours to go baby.

Next year, maybe i shall do the 3 monkey thing :D Or lets give up shoes :D hahaahah i shall decide next year :)

High of a love, drunk from the hate (8)

jenny

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