do you ever get weird dreams ? those really really weird ones where once you wake up, you have no idea whats going on and youre just like really lost ? and then youre thinking like, hmphs, why do i get thrown these weird dreams ? is there a reason behind all of it, or am i just thinking wayyy too much ?

well, im sure that all of us face this like epic dilemma once in a while . it hits us in the face and then we realise that sometimes, things happen for a reason. i know that many of us get de ja vu . but whats that really mean ? why do we get the weird retarded feeling that something has already happened in your life, even though youre certain youve never been to this place or done this weird thing. wtfuck is de ja vu . this shit fucks up my head man, seriously .

okay . so once youre chucked with such a weird dream, what the fuck are you suppose to do :( do you take it as a sign or just like let it slip . you spend countless hours replaying the dream in your mind, over and over again . unsure of what to do next . sometimes , theres nothing you can do about it, just take it as a gesture .

but, what is a dream . dreams are thoughts right ? but when youre dreaming, can you change it ? cause your mind like subconsciously makes random thoughts and shit but . wtfuck im so lost :L so like your dreams are your thoughts, feelings, fantasies, fears and secrets all shoved together. dreams fuck up my head =="

yea well . dreams are weird :) end of story .

but youre everything i know, its too hard to let you goooo (8)
love, jen