i dont want to feel the way i do about you
but for some reason, you make me smile
you make me laugh
even when im not with you
or when i dont talk to you
just the thought of you and what you say to me
it makes me smile, and i love that.

but, what does all that really mean ..

its like drawing a circle on the board with chalk. you rub it out with a duster, but no matter how hard you try, or how many times you draw over it, the faint lines will always be there. no matter how badly you want them gone, they wont go away. should you just accept them, or paint a new layer of paint over it ?


well, what a day it has been. the weather has gone mental i tell you! MENTAL. it was like bloody hot .. and school was just like ==" could not be bothered to do anything. bludged in like every single class. slept in jap. movie in english. talk in every other subject. lunch was retarded cause it was too hot! hahhah more free jelly :L HAHAHA didnt have that much today :D

and yeaaaa .. michelle wants special lessons from riya for ;) HAHAHAH yes. im an expert apparently :P if you have no idea what im on about, DONT WORRY :D

allans tonight! party baby :P should be fun i guess :) need to just like let go and have fun :) waiting for the girls to come overr and like yea xD HAHAHAAH walk there and yea :L

and yeaaaaaaaaaaaa :D

its so hot and the heat is getting to me. makes me mental :L !

okay shower time or something xD

OMGOMGOMG ONLY 10 DAYS LEFT JASON !
13 till formal baby ;D
81 till concert!
2 gaytimes, UNLESS I WIN TONIGHT AND THEN ITS 3 :D

(8) dont let me go
JENNNNNN (;