OMG today was like D:

i swear! almost died 2 times! LITERALLY . woke up feeling not too good. had a few things on my mind, then realised i was gonna be late ==" so rushed outa bed and stacked it over the jungle on my floor. not a good way to start the day. was running late, so had to have breaky on the go. which Raaziq keeps bagging me out about. OH SHOOSH YOU :P

hmphhs, then i get out of the car and cross the road AT THE CROSSING, and almost bloody got run over :( its a school zone! and its a crossing! sheesh people =="

then get to rollcall, shoved my hand into my bag to get out some stuff, and like cut my finger fifty billiion times in like 5 mintues. plus the time in the morning when i got it cut and it started bleeding and it really hurted and i just wanted to cry!

and then school starts. i stacked it like a few times, got gum on my shoe. had a double where i did not want to do anything

then the day began to get better, until lunchtime.

i swear. freaken little kids ==" GRRRRR. grow up! freaken chucking water balloons everywhere, getting our bags wet, and then one got like me ==" and i got all wet, and then i was not happy. and then yea.

at least then i had pe, so i hanged it up on the fence cage thingy :D ran around a lot. accident prone xD and viv was too close to me, so it affected her too :P hahahas sorry my dear.

hmphs, and then yea. nothing else too bad has happened since then.

is everything okay? i hope so. cause i dont wanna lose something thats so close to my heart .

boy: im scared that you will get tired of me and leave
girl: i will never leave you, even though you are always leaving me
boy: i dont want to leave
girl: well then dont
boy: im sorry ..
girl: you never mean it
boy: i do
girl: just leave me and get it over with
boy: but, i am no one without you
girl: then who are the other girls ? i dont think you need me that much
boy: i do. you are the only one i ever think about, the only one i truly need
girl: then, why do you leave everytime? you dont understand how much it hurts me to watch you go, to watch you walkaway, to watch you turn away
boy: i want to stay with you, let you be the only one that i think about
girl: you say that, but what if i get hurt. i have been hurt too many times, and i dont want it to happen all over again, especially not with you.
boy: i promise you, i will never turn away again, never leave you, never walk away
girl: do you really promise ..
boy: yes, i promise

OMG 12 days JASON D:
15 til formal <3
83 till concert
2 gaytimes ^^;

(8) il hold you until you smile
jen baby .