well, one week of these holidays has passed by, and what have i done ? absolutely nothing. spent pretty much this entire week just bumming around and relaxing i guess, i mean theres nothing more i can do. should really plan something for tomorrow :D sorry guys xD im so lazy and i have no idea what to do :L
woke up today at like 11ish and just did pretty much nothing. hmphs, ive got this like retarded feeling that keeps floating inside of me, but wont go away even when i want it to. its a really really stupid feeling, but ive gotta let it out somehow, so il let it out here :) okay, how bout i tell you through a story that i shall make up :)
once upon a time, there was a cow. only farms away, there lived a horse. one day, whilst roaming around the farm yards, they stumbled upon one another and became friends. after a while, they became really good friends, friends that depended on one another and needed one another. one day, along came a goat. even though the cow seemed to have forgotten about the horse, the horse stayed by the cow's side to assure that nothing would go wrong and that the cow had someone to fall back onto if anything ever went wrong. yet, the cow neglected the fact that the horse cared and instead, brushed the horse off, leaving the horse with no friends and no one to hang out with. the horse sort of became the third wheel, even though the horse hated it, it still stuck around just in case something happened. as days went by and months passed, the cow didnt seem to care about the horse anymore. together, they use to hang out all day and night, the horse would wait for the cow if it was ever late, yet now the cow now never waited for the horse, even if it was simply for a few minutes. the horse began to get sick of having to stick around, yet knew that deep down, it needed to cow and that the cow needed it.
one day, the goat moved farms. the cow was really really upset that it had lost such a good friend and knew that it had the horse to depend on. the cow came crawling back to the horse, knowing that the horse would be there. as the cow walked towards the entrance to the horse's farm the horse saw the sadness in the cow's eyes and walked out to meet with the cow. the cow broke down into tears as it climb into the horse's arms. the cow silently thought to itself "i am so grateful to have such a friend. i dont know what i would do without horse." yet the cow did not realise that all this time, the horse had been there, the only one that truly cared about the cow. the horse was extremely happy that it had gotten its friend back, and hoped that nothing like that would ever happen again. however, only days later, a new pig moved into the area.
the cow predicted what would happen next, but hoped and prayed that the horse would not do what it had done last time. the cow needed the horse and the horse needed the cow, yet when someone new entered the picture, the horse forgot all about the cow and only came crawling back when something went wrong ..
il let you finish decide how this story ends :)
and, just so you know, the characters have been altered, so you can decide for yourself who you think is who.

(8) i dont know what to be without you around
jen (: