and school begins tmrw :( so damn lazy and not bothered to get back there and start working again. hmpph, got a lot of work to catch up on dammit, sighsigh . ohwellphs !
so, whatd i do today. mum woke me up at like 830 >_> had to go some stuff with her, but yea it was all in all pretty goodies.
todays been a pretty weird day i guess, a lot of thinking for some random gay reason :D hmphss, so what goes through this little head of mine .. a lot of weird shit :L . what is life? whats the whole meaning of it? we were all born into this world to be somebody .. right? well, how do we know who to be .. gosh i ramble . i guess, when you see someones life flash right before you, you question these things. what happens after we die?
but for the time being, we have those who care and love us :) family and friends <3 ive just realised that, its the small things that people do that make you love them. its those things that people do that make you realise who your true friends are. who actually cares and who only pretends to on the outside. some people are beautiful on the outside, yet when you look close enough to see whats on the inside, you cringe.
so thats right bitch, you're beautiful and i love you, but your insides makes me sad :( i dont know whether i can trust you, or if its all a mask your wearing. hmphhs ..
then theres love, or what we believe love is. the things love makes us do. love hurts like a mother freaken cow but, its like something no one seems to be able to live without. sometimes, you think your in love, but knowing that the possibilites of getting hurt are like extremely high, you stop in your tracks and refuse to move. sometimes, thats your biggest mistake. "Many a false step was made by standing still." thats what my fortune cookie said today. maybe, i should take that step, but theres the risk. is it really worth it?
i guess, only i can answer that one :)

(8) we'd never have to wonder if we missed out on each other
jen (: