jumping like a freak at syd uni :D

well what a day it has been. went to sydney uni for an excursion! it was like OHEMGEE awesome :D had two lectures, one bout creative problem solving and the other was full body physics. it was so fun man! got to ride around in wheel chairs, make bread blindfolded, freeze bananas with liquid nitrogen .. ladida :) all fun ^^; the food was like freaken good as man! viv and i finished 3 pizzas by ourselves, YEA BABY :D hahahhahs farr we are fat shits xD loveyou <3
hmphs, still got some gay ass headache :( and its killing my life! and have to finish jap assignment, which i am not bothered to do. apparently, its been postponed to friday! i am praying that it is! causee i have only done like not even half. man why the hek did i pick jap for! ohwells, only like one term left! yr 12 grad tmrw. man im gonna miss them! G5 is gonna lose DANYA D: girl, im gonna miss you like a crazy women! first we lost jeremy, then sida now danya :( then pretty soon we are gonna lose leanne, and then sinda chonte and myself shall leave together! man thats scary!
slept all arvo, but im still so damn sleepy for some gay ass reason. contemplating bout whether i should finish my jap, or go bed and screw it. but i should really do it, or im gonna be going crazy tmrw. bet il go crazy anyways.
so, what a day i had yesterday. feeling emoish, which is so unlike jen. but everyone has their off days. and yesterday just happened to be mine. lost the finals :( but we saw it comming. felt shitting pretty much all day. had some retarded feeling, felt like no one cared, that no one gave a shit bout anything or me. iono, i know that people care, that my girls care, that my best friend cares, but sometimes you just get that feeling that no one cares at all. sometimes, when you miss someone, someone that means a lot to you, but will never be able to come back, you just think that no one else cares. cause hes gone. but then, just slept it off i guess.
lifes weird. there are things that you can control, and theres those things that you have absolutely no control over, no matter how hard you try or want to. life and death are those things that no one has any control over, yet, there are things that you can control. sometimes you think, why was i born into this family, why have i been given these friends, why is she smart and why arent i, why is he hot and why isnt the other guy hot .. its those questions that makes life, life. its those questions that make the world the way it is.
i ramble on bout nothing wayy too much.
welphs, its time i get back to my jap, or go bed. until tmrw .

<3 jen