tmrw and the trials begin . gosh its only year 10 and im already freaking out . i think i will die by the time i get to yr 12 :(
so , what a day . the whole bloody grade was up in the library studying like crazy animals . pretty cute to watch sometimes :)

hmpphhs , what to do. someone you care about doesnt seem to give half a crap about you . you dont want to tell them cause that will just kill things, but it sucks to be where you are right now. hmphs, ohwells, im sure it'll all pass .

with the girls, things are still a bit rough, but maybe after the stress of these exams and assignments things might iron out a bit .. hopefully . i dont like it :( it sucks my balls man .

im praying that i dont forget anything tmrw. that the shit ive gone through is glued into my brain, that i wont die tmrw . well everyone online has like jumped into panic mode . freaking out bout tmrw . shitting ourselves ! :S

well not up to much, webcamming with some loser :P hahahhs . love you <3
didnt get up to much today either, just studying and shit. had tutor. was ohso hard :( felt like the dumbest shit ever ! so not good for my self esteem :O hahahahs xD im sure my self esteem will be fine xD

exactly one more month till im 16 ! how freaken scaryyy !

okay . time to try and get back to studying ! try to :( not that anything is sinking in anymore . its so depressing man. farr out ! nights .

<3 jen